Role

Assistant Choreographer - not aggressive about the title. I just broached the subject by using the standard refrain about not having a budget.

Maybe the title was inspired by the short "dance" video earlier in our conversation (think: prime directive).

This is the most collaborative project I have been in for a very long time. And the most satisfying.

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Teen Age Inventor

2007

I have liked inventing. All my life. Dad encouraged me for as long I can remember. Others were not so kind. A suggestible subject with teen ager's fragile self-esteem. Fueled by a vivid imagination.

Fifty years later or so, collaboration is a planned activity in the certain creative works were are in. Again, "... mostly after my awakening".

Man on the Moon, Woodstock ... revolution. Creativity regenerates. Punkin' ...

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Prime Directive Plus

Ideally, a egoless observation drives the resources in a continually improving mission for positive system change.

Egoless is a tricky part, given our default propensity as humans. High-performance artifacts of a certain type can, no doubt, help. Maybe Zen ...

Invention of IDentify

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Light

It works well - the temperature at the surface of the Sun. Natural daytime light. Current Plasma technogy is very-efficient in producing visible light - 140 lumens/watt - twice LEDs.

The cost is coming down because of the new agricultural applications. Cost effective solution for scene illumination. Thank you, Nicola Tesla.

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Worry about Worrying

Middle children parents of an only child, a daughter. What could go wrong?

Already the net is talkin’ to me, “What’s a sweetheart like you doing’ in a dump like this.”

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PpRKstHl7Y0

Things were not what they seemed back in '83 and other times too. By the end of the decade, a fateful convergence.

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Technology Metaphor

Re-boot Buzz, so-to-speak.

Kind of a bother. Really. Then ... something new I didn't expect.

Some Apps need updated versions and others need to be developed almost from scratch. Good thing there are support resources and the host is growth oriented.

Meanwhile, I am researching carbon-filament light bulbs. On a quest to improve lighting for the Hibbard control room. Inspired by my rock and roll radio broadcaster days (age 13)...

Does anyone my age remember Wolfman Jack at XERB "over Los Angeles". We could hear it Portland even though the transmiter was in Mexico.

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Lost [Interview]

Next, 13 TeV.

Lost interview (in my mind). Interview is too narrow a word for the phenomenon I am about to describe.

You could argue I forgot the nuance at the time of my stroke. But it was buried long before. All I had conscious access to was an constrained interpretation of my raw experience. New seeds came later and previously hidden data came to light as a result.

Those seeds broke ground sometime after August of 2013 - as natural neuro-plasticity responded to an emergency. It was in my head.

http://www.cnet.com/news/with-restart-large-hadron-collider-to-search-beyond-higgs-boson/

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What is Happening

The thinking has morphed into a grander scope for personal identity and its latest application. Ironically, my stroke helped.

Most of the pieces I perceived before the event (see the log). As a whole though, the base vision happened after Aug 1st, 2013.

http://www.scienceandnonduality.com/videos/deriving-special-relativity-and-quantum-mechanics-from-consciousness/

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Who is Watching?

Why should WE want to know this? Maybe this link will tell US more:

https://firstlook.org/theintercept/2015/03/10/ispy-cia-campaign-steal-apples-secrets/

"Lockheed also owns Sandia Labs, ".  Lockheed is a private company with an excuse for keeping things from WE THE PEOPLE...

EyeDentify was the company to automatically identify a sighted person willing to look into this device or one like it. It was founded is 1976 as a Delaware corporation from Longview, WA.

We the people should be watching what is done in our name. Pay attention, the ground is shifting.

Think about it.

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Hypervigilant

When I was playing football in high school, I got to see what the term, “hearing footsteps” meant in the game.

I played three years and suffered a concussion in a game. I played in the following games but I was never the same.

Thought below the level of consciousness has consequences. Not just in football. Generically, "Worried about being worried." Has a recursional ring about it. And don't forget the vast stores of the subconscious in the equation...

Think about being "too sensitive" to clues in environment that may mean some sort of danger. Imagination in the counterproductive state.

"I can't yet conclude which were precursors and which were not in the many times that occurred in my past. Recently, I have been able to look more objectively at my distant memories. The time marker for their discovery is generally my stroke recovery."

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Event

Punkin and Friends

I was very emotional. Though I admitted myself to the hospital the night before, leaving it to head home hit me very deeply.

Things happen, life is not static. Just 'cause we were in paradise. Punkin' was five, maybe six. Her mommy was a pretty as ever. But I was worried. And her mom and dad were not communicating when it was important. Duh.

Frozen in fear for my family was my excuse. The people I had valued most were at risk. I could  not reconcile the conflicting feelings seeming to tear my soul apart. Some old feeling ... but the stakes were much higher.

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